Unexpected Wonders…
Anne Hathaway and Zendaya for Bulgari
fresh prince of bel air (1990-1996) truly was a gift
Sparkle ✨
I’m floating in a sea of darkness with sparkles shining through. Every once in a while things get brighter. But most of the time I don’t know what to do. I fuck up a lot of things and I feel like I can’t breathe. Suffocating by my means. Maybe I’m the cause of this pain. I’m a lot for everyone around me. I’m surrounded but alone. Not anyones favourite person. feels so hollow inside. Do I put myself into a state of despair. Why isn’t anyone really there. My intentions are pure but people don’t see me. Maybe I’m glass, they just look right through me. Do you know my mind? Do you care to ask? Will you listen to me when I cry for help. Will you be there if I ask, if I scream. I feel like I can say anything. Please I know Im not the best. I have a lot of flaws. But I always try my best in this fucked up world. That’s all I really got. My life is full of proving myself to people who don’t know me. They have no idea but they pretend. I try to give everything. Im true and honest as I can be. Lost in my thoughts but there 3 of me. No one knows the struggles I face. But I guess we all do. I just miss the days when things where easier. I feel myself fading. Should I disappear? I hate that I feel so alone.I hate myself too. I just want to fade into the dark my sparkle will shine through. I love so hard all my tribe. But I can’t forever be the glue.
